Criminal

 Have you ever stolen anything before? If you have, consider this, what if it happened to you HUH? How would you feel?? Bad, you should feel bad, and if you steal..That should also make you feel bad!!!!! 

pUnPuN 

You may be thinking why are you bringing this up well listen here guys I have lost my faith in humanity. (mainly Kawasaki) why do people steal other people's umbrellas on a rainy day... a rainy day >:( I'm actually so mad I don't know how to write this blog because it's just going to be a rant at this point. 

The crime occurred in broad daylight, this rainy Wednesday before my hair appointment. Being the dumb blond I was (I'm a dumb pink now 💅) I forgot to bring money so I went to the ATM building.  I had used my umbrella before going into the building and they had an umbrella rack, so innocent me, not wanting the rainwater to get all over the floors causing someone to slip, gently set aside the umbrella into the rack.  I had my money and I was on my merry way to get my hair done yay~ But no, I had the sudden urge to go to the bathroom and the closest one was underground, a couple mins away from the bank and I decided to go there because it was on the way to my hair appointment. I go and I finish my business, everything sounds okay don't you think? 

WRONG that's where it all began. I realized my super cute black frilly gothic lolita umbrella was nowhere in the bathroom with me. I backtracked and remembered I left it in the rack at the ATM building, it's fine I was only gone for like 8 minutes. 8 MINUETS, the crime happened somewhere in between because when I went back, from the window I could see that the umbrella rack was empty. Funny. How could that be if my Super cute black frilly gothic lolita umbrella isn't in my hand hmm? it only meant one thing, IT WAS STOLEN?!?!?!?!? Criminal. 

Fortunately, it wasn't raining at the time but like that wasn't the problem, it was such a good umbrella guys. I'm in a state of grief right now. It was a new umbrella I bought because I've been using my old one since middle school. hear this, It also could be used as a normal umbrella and a parasol !!!!! The golden handle was so smooth and the curve was at the right angle ya know? It was a little thin to hold on to for my liking but the aesthetics! BRo and the best part was the frillies cri cri the frills on the edge of the umbrella were such a cute touch when you had it open and when you closed it. Such a vibe. I miss it so much. I went back after my hair appointment and sadly no return. WHY WOULD YOU STEAL IT. like, come on at the (pretty much) bank?!?!? Criminal. 

I'm never leaving my umbrella in the racks ever again. yall can slip ig 

Good night i'll be dreaming of my gothic lolita fashionista runway show with my UMBRELLA grrrrrr 

As a bloggerist

Hi, 

let me get straight to the point, have you all done the error logs that are due today? As a bloggerist I'm prioritizing writing blogs instead of doing my HW <3  

I want to rant, being a procrastinator is not an aesthetic, I mean it was before the consequences of my own actions started to creep up behind me but what I want to say is I have so much stuff to do. Will I start tonight? Probably? Possibly? Maybe? no lol but the question is why? Why do I do this to myself? I do not have the answer despite taking the Self-Understanding class (which by the way is doing the absolute opposite, I don't even know who I am and what I'm doing anymore), one thing I know is that I'll probably never stop.

I think this week before testing starts is getting to my head ya know? let's keep it positive, what are yall's favorite colors ( must include an adjective or verb ig e.g. livid red) Mine is sorrowful blue. 

Kawasaki Drift Out 

The Pledge of Allegiance

 The Pledge of Allegiance 

The time I learned the pledge of allegiance 

first time feeling connected to English

Before…

Children whisper why I never cited with them

English was new to me I felt Disconnected 

Practicing so many times 

Esl teachers and at home 

Opened my mouth…

Children stare but not in a bad way

So proud 

I felt very proud 

Never forget 

Adiós

I went on a dinner date with high school friends a couple days ago, and ugh I missed them so much I haven't laughed that hard in what feels like ages. Don't get me wrong my new Uni friends are hilarious as well but it's that something when you miss someone and you get so happy and excited that everything is just 2x funnier...?...no? just me? 

Well, we went to a Mexican restaurant with a really fancy atmosphere, and to be completely honest I felt out of place with my uni bag because it's so big but my outfit was cute and made up for it, which is what'd like to think. We all talked about confidential girly talk which I will not disclose here, then one of my friends hits me with big news that she's been somewhat talking about.

Turns out she going to study abroad and she's going to leave tomorrow. TOMORROW. I have plans tomorrow, I can't even say goodbye in person!? I'm happy for her though, I'm glad she found what she wanted to do and is going to go work hard for it. I feel like I took advantage of the fact that we'll always see each other and that she'll always be around but that isn't the case and I already miss her.

After this, it really hit me how we're all going our separate ways and becoming more independent. I feel the adulting... 

We promised to go see her so I have that to look forward to!!!