Today, I went to the Shibuya district to do some research for the book report at the university's library at the Aoyama campus. There were so many people at the Shibuya station like the countless ants inside and around an ant colony. I was not comfortable around that many people. I often don't feel comfortable even near or at the Machida JR station early mornings. I don't know if I'm going to be able to make it for the rest of my college years. But I have to. Maybe I'm just being a little bit too self-conscious. I hope I get used to it in time.