gloomy

have had a gloomy feeling these days...
last week, I got an absent for no reason except for that just I don't wanna
go to school and wanna stay at home.
and always have been streesed from a trifle maybe you wouldn't care any little.
gonna hate myself such like that.
perhaps what is supposed to be as the cause is  the seasonal stuff?
following the dropping the air temperature, I feel my mood is going down and
down.

well, in the winter... it's awful! I'll be dying lol?