I went to work today. I haven't taught anyone for like 3 weeks for some reason, so I was nervous again. also this was my first time to teach two students at the same time. I'm basically really bad at talking to younger people than I am, I just don't feel comfortable around them, and today it bothered me a lot. I was supposed to talk about some random stuff with the students so that they don't get too bored in the class, but I just couldn't do it... i kept on explaining and checking their answers the whole time... if I was a student, I would hate me so bad. I can't believe I did that. it's only my third time teaching, but I'm already feeling like teaching is not my thing.. :((((
I wanna quite the job, but at the same time I don't wanna quit, because I think I will learn a lot things from it. "Oshieru koto ha manabu koto" , right?!
tomorrow I will have a class again so this time I will try harder to get along with the studnet.
