How I’m destroying myself

I get way too anxious when I post my writing on the blog. It’s not that I’m incapable of writing, it’s more of a mental issue, rather than an academic one . Posting and handing in homework becomes a huge mountain when anxiety takes over, so I just need to stop doing this one thing that’s destroying my life,

“overthinking”. 

 

Even if I complete my piece of writing, I just can’t bring myself to click that submit button. I get anxiety from believing that my writing isn’t good enough, or maybe I can structure it better. In a way, maybe I’m a perfectionist, a lazy perfectionist.

But hey, maybe it’s better to write something then not to write anyting at all right? So I’ll probably be handing in response papers and blogs even if it’s not the best thing in the world. 

I’ll fix up errors and add more when I feel like it. This method would probably help me finish my work on time, and it’ll release me from the loop of death I keep running into.

So from now on I’ll make sure to just post, because maybe, just maybe, the post isn’t that bad. Even if my writing is really horrible this blog has an editing system so I’ll just add more writing and fix it up later. I’ll probably fix and add to this post as well.