There are some things that I planned for my university life. To study and experience life through the lens of a student. There are so many questions wondering around my head, and yet I am compelled in my bed suffering. The inability to have motivation or energy to do anything. This situation reminds me of something. Oh, right. This is the very same situation that I was stuck in during my high school years. I guess we just repeat everything over and over without knowing it. It feels like it, but I also feel that I'm more connected to everything and nothing all the time. I guess this also mean we never really grow up do we?